Mess of Contradictions

I feel like sometimes I am a mess of contradictions. Well, when it comes to my emotions. There's somedays where I feel broken inside but I try to wear a smile on my face so nobody can know what is truely haunting me. People feel one way but they show a different side of thier emotions. This poem really got me to thinking. I like this poem. Over the weekend, I was really really tired and I guess I was contridicting that because I showed an energetic side. I was really hyper for some reason even though I was tired. Wierd, right? I know. I guess it was because I was so excited it was the weekend. But anyway, there's some instances where I want so badly to say something, but it wouldn't be necessary.