Venting Some More

I'm so sick of EVERYTHING!!! Somebody shoot me. I'm just saying that as a figure of speech. I don't literally mean somebody shoot me...but I honestly wouldn't mind if somebody did because I've had it up to here (puts hand out above my head) with b.s. and people who are on my tail wanting something from me. I especially get this crap from my step-dad, mom and a bunch of other people and I most certainly do not need anymore. Somebody is always wanting something from me. I just want to be left alone if that ain't too much to ask for. But I guess apparently it's too much to ask for. I may be somewhere physically, but mentally I might not be. So just don't even bother. I WISH YOU WOULD LEAVE ME THE HECK ALONE!!! Plus, I'm stressing out over assignments and things like that that are due this week and I haven't even started on half of my assignments. But that's just my own fault. I have nobody to blame except for me. Anyways,I just wish my mom and ESPECIALLY my step-dad would understand that when I'm stressing I want to be left alone and NOT tormented or irritated etc. Normally when a person is stressed out, the last thing they need is other reasons to be stressed out. Then you end up getting really stressed over things that you shouldn't stress over too much about. And you end up getting more angry than you were. I think I've heard this line somewhere but, through every dark tunnel is a light of hope. Well through my dark tunnel there isn't light. Maybe a speck at the end of my tunnel but there isn't much light of hope because right now I basically have lost all hope. I just screamed in my pillow...well that helped get my anger and stress out...just a little bit but it's not very much. I still feel like poo. I just want Christmas to get here as soon as it can before I end up exploding with rage.