Confuzzled

I've been very confused lately. I finally got the guy that I've been liking for sometime now. He's been sending me mixed signals. It's been weird. One moment he's really into me and he acts like he cares then the next moment he's "distant." I don't really know what to do right now. I walked by him today and I was looking the other direction and the minute I noticed I walked by him it was too late to say something. So then I tried like shouting to get his attention and he just walked right on by. We would be going out for exactly 2 weeks this Friday. I just wish that everytime we are together, would be like the night of Sadie Hawkins. That night was absolutely amazing.

Laughter

"A family that laughs together stays together." (found on inside of Dove dark chocolate wrapper.)

Laughter in my opinion brings people closer together. I believe laughing is what makes the world go round. Laughter is contagious. If your specific personality type is bubbly and optimistic, I'm sure if you laugh...everybody around you will laugh. Laughing is something that anybody can do. It doesn't matter if your young or your old. Personally, I love to laugh. I don't think I've ever gone a day without laughing.

Last Friday Night

So, my previous blog I kindof went on a rampage about how I thought the guy of my dreams didn't pay his obligation and I did for him...he paid it that morning and they just never took his name off of it. I felt bad for being mad at him for no reason. But, everything got straightened out. I got my money back. And I ended up having the time of my life. I didn't want the night to end. It was too perfect. Now I'm anxious to see what the future holds for us. I'm looking forward to more dances to come. Prom! I might actually have a date to prom this year. At least I'm hoping.

Pretty Eventful Day To Say The Least

This morning I asked the guy I like to Sadie Hawkins, finally and he said YES. I was so excited and I'm still very excited. During lunch today I go and buy my ticket, come to find out he's on the obligation list. Well, not anymore. I paid for his obligation with my leftover birthday money. I really want to go to the dance with him so badly that I paid for his obligation and I went ahead and paid for his ticket. That's $30 that was spent in one lunch period. Half of my money. I'm really livid right now, at the same time I still want to go to the dance with him. Our relationship is off to a rocky start (if there ever becomes a relationship.) I just can't believe it. I was so excited this morning, I couldn't stop gushing then I found out he was on the obligation list...unFREAKINbelievable!!! My heart right then and there sank to the ground. Since I paid for his ticket and his obligation he owes me $25 he also owes me his life. And he better pay me back. He better be really greatful or else. I also hope that I have a fun time at the dance/football game. I would also make one heck of a girlfriend because I spent $25 for his butt to go to the dance.

My (Non-existant) Love Life

So there's this boy that I've had my eye on for sometime and I want to ask him to Sadie Hawkins but I'm not really sure how. I've never really talked to him, maybe once or twice. And I see him between classes almost every blue day. I think he's really cute. It kills me. Urggghhh!!! I don't know why I'm so shy. I don't know what the problem is. You know when you glance over at somebody towards thier direction and then they look at you and you have that awkward stare for about a second?? Yeah, that happened between us last week in C.A.P. Group. If I'm going to ask him to Sadie's I better hurry before it's too late. Tomorrow is the perfect opportunity because of the on-demand testing and we're going to be with our C.A.P. group for 2 hours. If I don't ask him then, or at least start some kindof conversation with him, then I don't know what else to do.

Proverb - Hurled Stones

There hasn't really been vrey many times where someone's ever said anything bad about me or has found anything bad about me, fortunately. Of coarse no one is perfect. Everybody makes mistakes sometimes. So there's obviously people in this world that live in glasshouses and through stones per se. I admit, I've been in that situation before. I might have said some things that were possibly hurtful to others when those weren't my intentions. I'm not an extremely bad person. I tend to think about others before I think of myself. So, I can say that I've never really been the recipient of hurled stones.