My Little Sister

This is kind of a story. I don't know what you will think but I still think it's cute. Okay, so this past weekend I was just sitting in the kitchen eating a pop-tart. And as I was looking out the window to the backyard I see my little sister (she's about 5) was riding her barbie car for the first time in like 2 years. She kept trying to run over our dog. Our dog is a lab and shepard mix so you can picture how big he is. Our poor dog was running for his life. But he was still wagging his tail so I don't think he was too scared. She cackles pretty loud so I can still hear her through the window. She was also riding her car forward then back, forward then back. Just back and forth. It was one of the funniest, cutest things I seen in awhile and that instance just made me smile. It definitely made my day. :)

Forgive and Forget

How do I feel about that? well that's a good question. There's been several instances where i forgave and forgotten. I'm a very forgiving person. I normally let things slide. I'm what you call a passive agressive. So it's really easy for me to forgive. The forgetting part is easy because I have a really bad memory. haha. But in all seriousness I can recall so many instances where I forgive and forget. I wish I was more blunt in the sense that I won't let people walk over me. That's the problem...
I'm way too nice.
But that's still okay because that makes me a wonderful person. :)
I keep getting off topic in my blogs.

My Childhood

I'm the oldest born so I was very spoiled. Most especially by my grandparents. There's this one picture of me I'm probably like 7 or 8 and I was posing on the side of the wall. Like I had my hand on the side of the house and my hips sticking out, head tilted to the side. It was like that for all my pictures. For almost all of my pictures I'd always have my hand on my hips or something like that. It's funny how now a days I hate my picture taken. I don't like it one bit. And back in the day I was such a girly girl. I would always dress up in my mom's clothes and I'd play with barbies and such. But now I'm like a little bit more on the tom boy side. My mom told me this story about how when my little brother was a baby I dressed him up in my baby dolls clothes. And I would stick a bow on his head. I can't remember if my mom has that picture or not.

The Never-Ending Roller Coaster of Life

Life is like a crazy roller coaster! There's ups...you feel like your on top of the world. There's downs...you feel that the world is crubling down on you. Lately for me it has been CRAZY!!! One day I will feel extremely happy like nothing can bring me down. But then the next thing I know BAM! I'm feeling like crap. I have my days...just like everybody else. Lately the've been quite frequent. I just feel like I need a break from the hectic world we live in. I wish I could stop and take a breather.

The one person that makes me feel better is my mom. Yes, my mom. She's my best friend in the whole world. I know that sounds kinda cheesey but it's true. She's like always there for me. She can be hard on me but I know she's that way because she loves me. Just like any mother and teenage daughter we do have our ups and downs. Just like a roller coaster. The other day we had an arguement (I'm not going to go into much detail about that) and I was having a bad day, so that incident didn't help me feel better at all. Eventually we made up...we apologized...and went on with our lives. The roller coaster keeps running!

Optimism

People tend to wear masks. Most especially high schoolers. We go to school with a smile on our face when really something will be eating you up alive inside. You might be okay but at the time being you don't really feel that way. I try to come to school like nothing is wrong. Life sucks sometimes. You know? Going through my parents divorce had to be really hard for me...it tore me to pieces. But I still love my dad very much. I know me and my step-dad have our differences and we don't exactly see eye-to-eye I feel like he cares about me...well to an extent. He's hard on me for a reason. Sometimes I feel like he doesn't understand me. It can be frustrating but, I'm trying to keep my cool. You learn and live!!!

Just love life!!!
Remember to smile. =D
There will come a brighter day!!!